This is a record of my personal experience as I practice Steps to Knowledge for the second time. These Steps are contained in the book "Steps to Knowledge: The Book of Inner Knowing."
I also recommend reading "Taking the Steps to Knowledge."
You will find links to these texts in each journal entry below.
53. My Gifts Are For Others.Your gifts are meant to be given to others, but first you must recognize
your gifts and separate them from the ideas which restrain them, alter them or
deny them. How can you understand yourself except in the context of
contribution to others? Alone you can do nothing. Alone you have no meaning.
This is because you are not alone. This will be viewed as a burden and as a
threat until you realize the great meaning that it has and the gift that it
really is. It is the salvation of your life. When life reclaims you, you
reclaim life and receive all of its rewards, which far exceed anything that you
could give yourself. The value of your life is consummated and fully
demonstrated through your contribution to others because until contribution
exists, you can only partially realize yourself—your value, your purpose, your
meaning and your direction.
In your two practice periods today, feel your desire to contribute to others.
You do not need now to determine w…
52. I Am Free To Find The Source Of My Knowledge.The source of your Knowledge exists within you and beyond you as well.
There is no distinction to the source of Knowledge where it exists, for it is
everywhere. Your life has been saved because God has planted Knowledge within
you. But you will not realize your salvation until Knowledge has been allowed
to emerge and to bestow its gifts upon you. What other freedom is free except
that which enables you to receive the gift of your true life? All other freedom
is the freedom to be chaotic, the freedom to harm yourself. The great freedom
is to find your Knowledge and to allow it to express itself through you. Today
you are free to find the source of your Knowledge.
In your two practice periods in stillness, receive the source of your
Knowledge. Remind yourself that you are free to do this. Regardless of fear or
anxiety, regardless of any sense of guilt or shame, allow yourself to receive
the source of your Knowledge. You are free to r…
51. Let Me Recognize My FearsSo
That I May See The Truth Beyond Them.Your obstacles must be
recognized in order for you to see beyond them. If they are ignored or denied,
if they are protected or called by other names, you will not realize the nature
of your restraint. You will not understand that which oppresses you. Your life
is not born of fear. Your Source is not born of fear. To be able to recognize
your fear means that you must realize that you are part of something greater.
Realizing this you can learn to become objective about your life and to
understand your present circumstances without self-condemnation, for it is
within these circumstances that you must cultivate yourself. You must start
from where you are. To do this you must take inventory of your strengths and
In your two practice periods today, evaluate the existence of your fears and
remind yourself that your reality is beyond them, but that you must recognize
them to understand their damaging presenc…
50. Today I Will Be With Knowledge.Be with Knowledge today so that you may have the certainty and the power
of Knowledge available to you. Allow Knowledge to give you stillness. Allow
Knowledge to give you strength and competency. Allow Knowledge to teach you.
Allow Knowledge to reveal the universe as it truly exists, not as you judge it
In your two practice periods, practice in stillness feeling the power of
Knowledge. Do not ask questions. That is not necessary now. Do not argue with
yourself about the reality of your pursuit, for that is wasteful and
meaningless. You cannot know until you receive, and to receive you must trust
your inclination to know.
Today be with Knowledge. In your practice periods, let nothing dissuade you.
You need only relax and be present. From these practices a greater presence
will be recognized, and this will begin to allay your fears.
Practice 50:Two 30-minute practice
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49. Review This marks the completion of
your seventh week of practice. In this Review, it is asked of you to review all
seven weeks of practice, reviewing all instructions and recalling your
experience of using each one. This may require several longer practice periods,
but it is quite essential for you to gain a comprehension of what it means to
be a student and how learning is actually accomplished.
Be very careful not to judge yourself as a student. You are not in a position
to judge yourself as a student. You do not have the criteria, for you are not a
teacher of Self Knowledge. You will find as you proceed that some of your
failures will lead to greater successes, and that some of what you thought of as
successes may lead to failures. This will underscore your whole system of
evaluation and will lead you to a greater recognition. This will make it
possible for you to be compassionate towards yourself and towards others whom
you now judge for their successes and their failures…
48. True Instruction Is Available To Me.True instruction is available.
It has been waiting for you to reach the point of maturity where you realize
its necessity in your life. This engenders true motivation for learning. It is
born of recognizing your limitations in light of that which is your true need.
You must love yourself to become a student of Knowledge and continually love
yourself to proceed. There is no other obstacle to learning but this. Without
love there is fear, for nothing else can replace love. But love has not been
replaced, and true assistance is available to you.
In your two meditation practices today, attempt to feel the presence of that
true assistance. In stillness and in silence, feel this within your life and
around you. These meditation practices will begin to open a greater sensitivity
within you, a whole new sense. You will begin to discern things that are
present, even though you cannot see them. You will be able to respond to ideas
and information, ev…
47. Why Do I Need Teachers?You will ask this question
sooner or later and perhaps on many occasions. It is born of your expectations
of yourself that you would ask this question. Yet, when you look carefully at
your life, you will see that you have required instruction for everything that
you have learned. Perhaps things that you felt inside yourself appeared to be
created by you, but they, too, are the result of instruction. You have been
prepared through relationships for everything that you have learned, whether it
be a practical skill or a deeper insight. To realize this engenders great
appreciation for relationships and a full affirmation of the power of
contribution in the world.
If you were intending to honestly approach learning any skill, first you must
recognize how much you do not know, then you must recognize how much you need
to learn, and then you must seek the best form of instruction possible. This
must apply to the reclamation of Knowledge. You must realize how l…
46. I Must Be Small To Be Great.Is it a contradiction that you
must be small to be great? It is not a contradiction if you understand its meaning.
Recognizing your limitations allows you to work in a limited context very
successfully. This demonstrates a greater reality than you could have realized
before. Your greatness must not be based merely on hope or high expectation. It
must not be founded on idealism but on true experience. Allow yourself to be
small, and you will experience that greatness is with you and that greatness is
part of you.
In your two practice periods today, allow yourself to be limited but without
judgment. There is no condemnation. Actively engage your mind in focusing on
your limitations. Focus without condemnation. Look objectively. You are meant
to be a vehicle for a Greater Reality to express itself in this world. Your
vehicle for expression is quite limited, but it is fully adequate to accomplish
the task that is yours to accomplish. In accepting its l…
45. Alone I Can Do Nothing.Alone you can do nothing.
Nothing has ever been accomplished alone, even in your world. Nothing has ever
been created alone, even in your mind. There is no credit to be received by
doing something alone. Everything is a joint effort. Everything is the product
Does this demean you as an individual? Most certainly not. It gives you the
environment and the understanding to realize your true accomplishments. You are
greater than your individuality, and thus you may be free of its limitations.
You work through the individual that is you personally, but you are greater
than this. Accept the limitations of a limited self, and do not require a
limited self to be God or you will give it great burdens and great expectations
and will then punish it for its failures. This leads to self-hatred. This leads
you to resent your physical life and to abuse yourself personally, emotionally
and physically. Accept your limitations so that you may accept grea…
affirmation you may find very acceptable because of your immediate need for it
in your current circumstances, but the affirmation is far deeper than you may
at first realize. You have far more strength than you have claimed, but it
cannot be fully realized until its application is directed in a manner that
truly regenerates you and brings forth your true abilities.
How can you approach your strength when you feel weak and helpless, when you
feel unworthy, if you are burdened by guilt or confusion or in anger blame
others for your own apparent failures? To claim your strength means to release
all that holds you back. You do not release your obstacles by claiming they do
not exist. You release them because you value something greater. Their
obstruction is merely the sign that you must pass through them. Your own
strength is then cultivated. You seek your strength, and you use it to find
your strength. We wish for you to know your strength and…